"...but whoever drinks the water I give him will never thirst. Indeed, the water I give
him will become in him a spring of waterwelling up to eternal life." John 4:14
You know that first drink of water you get just after a run or brisk walk? For me, that first drink is so refreshing and that is how it felt to be a women's bible study this morning. Even though I only knew a couple people, and I felt very nervous, it was so refreshing. After being at Morning Star for so many years, knowing so many people, and being the go to girl, it was so different. A few weeks back I introduced myself to the director and spent some time getting to know her, so this morning she had me passing things out and picking things up and it really helped having her call me by name. Again, this is how I felt while I was sitting in small group, that God was there and He was calling me by name. I don't know how else to explain it other than a feeling, deep in the pit of my stomach, was saying "stick out the nervousness, this is where I am suppose to be" I well up every time I think of my "girls" in Salem, the ones who have loved me in spite of my failure, walked with me through my struggles as a young woman and follower of Christ, encouraged me when I was letting myself believe lies about myself, and let me in to their lives. Trusted me with their struggles, victories, and very importantly, their friendship. I am SO sad to not be close enough to be able to share all these things daily as I used to. However, I trust God to bring me through this new season of life and give me new friendships that I could get no where else and that will help and challenge me in new and important ways.